LA App: Ljul A. Haffe

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Name:
Ljul Ambol Haffe (Ljul is pronounced as Lyool)

Age:
20 (turned 20 this October but I'm too lazy to update the app OTL)

Gender:
Male

Hegith / Weight:
● Human form: 202 cm (6'8'') / 97 kg (213,8 lbs)
● Wendigo form: 310 cm (10'2'') / 261 kg (575,4 lbs)

Species:
Wendigo

Class:
Military Tactics

Abilities/Powers:
● Transformation → _{He normally perfers to stay in his human form, unless he's in battle or he has to transform for other reasons.}
● Speed → _{He's quite fast in both forms, though he's a lot clumsier in wendigo form.}
● Biting → _{Rather enjoys biting, anything or anyone (while in wendigo form, of course). So he wears a muzzle.}
● Handy with rope → _{Fascinated by ropes, plays around with them on a daily basis, thus he's really skilled when it comes to ropes. He carries at least one at all times.}

Personality:
● He is a quiet person. Peace and quiet are one of his favorite things and he likes to be left alone so he can enjoy them. During the time he spends alone, he likes to daydream, if you will, mainly wondering about things and possibilities.
● Ljul is kind of egocentric. Definately not a giving person, he takes care of himself and his needs, end of story and he tries to stay out of other people's lives along the way. Sometimes, though, he does help others, but keep in mind that he might only be doing it because he thinks it will benefit him in the future.
● Bad-tempered. He easily gets aggravated even by the smallest things, though he tries to keep himself under control. This results in him holding grudges. He's not nearly as calm as he usually looks.
● Despite the fact that he has a bad temper, he's incredibly patient when it comes to reaching goals he's set for himself. This goes either for achieving personal life goals or battles. He can also sit and wait for things to happen, he has no problem doing that, but it just might make him turn cold towards that certain thing.
● Most of the time he'll seem as if he's completely indifferent about anything at all, and he usually is (unless you upset him and he's angry). To be honest, he actually doesn't care much about others. But if you are his friend, or he considers you one, he might just be a pleasant person.
● He can be polite, if he wants to.

History:
He was born on the 14th of October in 1994, in a remote area somewhere in a dark forest, in a cave. His parents, Leo and Kandy, haven't really planned to have him, as one of then was a cruel, cold-blooded man and the other was, well, a prostitute. Surely this is not a great foundation for a family and it's proven so in Ljul's case.
Pregnant Kandy was earning money for her child (the only way she knew how ... or the only way she wanted to), while the father of this child was sleeping away in his cave (he was homeless). Eventually she saved up enough to rent a small, very unpleasant and messy to say the least, apartment and they moved into it together. Leo was joyful, but only becausections, trying to finally figure them out. Strangely, nothing about them bothered him, nothing seemed outrageous. Except for his mother being murdered and eaten in front of his eyes. He had nightmares of this particular scene most of his nights, when he was still a child.
Marija, the kind, but strict, old lady that took him in, started pressing on him, tried to get now he had a place to stay at and a personal maid. At least he thought so.
As Kandy got into her third trimester, she quit her job for a while and stayed at home and during that time, she indeed was Leo's maid. Though she liked her freedom, she liked her life style, but she had to give the baby to someone. So she made up her mind that she'll be the perfect obedient wife (they never got married though, I just didn't know what other term to use XD).
So, October came and a little baby popped out. He was skinny, severly underweight, and he wasn't very healthy. His parents didn't give him a name, since Kandy wasn't even interested in her kid, and Leo didn't really care. When the little baby Ljul was somewhere about 7 months old, Kandy returned to her old job and life, often times leaving Ljul alone, unfed and unprotected. Leo became a drunk now, making him care even less (if that was even possible) about his son, Kandy, anything really.
Ljul's mother brought her clients to their apartment most of the time, which made his father really mad. Eventually he was fed up, so when Ljul was almost 2, Leo killed Kandy by choking her. Afterwards he became extremely hungry, as he hasn't eaten in days, so he chopped her up and ate her thighs and arms. He was partially aware that this is his revenge, but it was mainly just animal instinct. And hunger.
Luckily, Ljul didn't grow up with his father, one night, when Leo was drunk, he ran to the neighbour's house. An old lady (Marija (pronounced as Maria) of an unknow origin (probably from a former Yugoslavian country) took him in, gave him a proper name (in the past he was referred to as ''Leech''), Ljul (gave him a middle name also, Ambol).
She taught him about manners, taught him how to cook and clean, basically tried to make him a nice young man. However things did not quite work out, as far as the lady's plans go. Ljul enjoyed locking himself in the attic most (which doubled as his room, this is also where he developed his love for ropes, as there were many in the attic), spending his days reflecting on his parents' ahim to do a little work around the house. If he didn't ignore the poor woman (and just lie around, letting her tend to all his needs and manage the house at the same time, keeping it clean and habitable), he became enraged.
Somewhere arond the age of 12 he started transforming. He didn't know, but both his parents were wendigos, thus he was too. Poor Marija loved Ljul as if he was her one and only grandson, everything she had. So she accepted the sudden change seemingly with ease, she wasn't frightened or disgusted. Though it did hurt her that he was changing into a monster before her eyes.
As a preteen and teen, he dragged home many animals he's killed (mostly during the night). He butchered them (ripped them apart with his claws, when he was in wendigo form) and fed on the cold bloody flesh. The old lady couldn't keep up with the cleaning, so eventually the walls and floors in their house were drenched with animal blood.
This way Ljul became the way he is today. He had no social life, and he actually prefered it that way. He tried to go out a few times, to do the things normal kids did, but he found it exhausting and mostly boring, he didn't take much interest in the people or the events, he seemed to only miss his ropes. He was a loner in school and strangely no one picked on him or teased him about having no one.
He mostly wasted his teenage years in the attic aka his room, playing with ropes, transforming and wondering about things (when he wasn't reading, that is). When he was about 17, Marija died while cleaning the sofa, which was covered in blood and rotten flesh of a deer, a mess Ljul made, of course. It was only then when he realized how much the old lady meant to him, he realized that she was the only real family he had. For a few months, he was devestated and even grew depressed, but he soon stopped grieving, continuing his life as a human during the day and a beast during the night. There was something he liked so much about being a wendigo, but it all changed when he one night, while rampaging in the forests, releasing his repressed anger, killed an old man, who was walking his dog. It was not intentional and he felt really sorry, but he couldn't change anything, even if he wanted to. Once he realized the man had a dog, he killed the dog as well, this time intentionally, because he figured that it would die a painful death if he let him live and eventually starve to death. So after this incident, he soon grew out of transforming every single night, he cut down to a maximum of two times per month.

Family:
● Dead:
→ Mother: Kandy,
→ Grandmother: Marija Novakov.
● Alive:
→ Father: Leo Haffe.

Friends:

● Yuki Hana → _{His first friend here at LA. He thinks she's as innocent as anyone can possibly be after being around for approx. 600 years. He appreciates her kindness and he enjoys her company. He respects her and respects her.}

● Helix Devilio → _{After a few conversations, they became training buddies. The training helped Ljul speak up a little and actually form a friendship.}

● Alana Mayson → _{He genuinely likes having conversations with her, despite the fact that he prefers peace and quiet most of the time. He's under the impression that she's extremely open and he's still amazed by that.}

● Valikyrie → _{His Scandinavian buddy. A nice lady he almost shoo'd off, but he's glad he softened up, as he gained a kind friend.}

● Russel Nils → _{Along side Yuki, he is his most trusted friend. Ljul has a great deal of respect for him and thinks the boy is a smart young fella, very mature for his age. He feels relaxed in his presence.}

● Marie Blackwoods → _{Ever since he met this wonderful young woman, he's been fascinated and impressed by her, her skills (as she's very good with handling guns and shooting), her personality (unique and always adorably odd, which he enjoys about her) and looks even, as she is very cute and beautiful in his opinion. He has a great deal of respect for her and cares about her obviously a lot, as many people may have noticed (he never hides it, pfft because he doesn't know how to). Without him being aware, his crush evolved into something bigger.}